Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I Have Nothing to Say and I Am Saying It

<MAKING BEING HERE ENOUGH>Roni Horn

I don’t want to read.
I don’t want to write.
I don’t want to do anything but be here.
Doing something will take me away from being here.
I wan to make being here enough. Maybe it’s already enough.
I won’t have to invent enough. I want to make being here enough.
Maybe it’s already enough. I won’t have to invent enough.
I’ll be here and I won’t do anything and this place will be here, but I won’t do anything to it. I’ll just let it be here.
And maybe because I’m here and because the me in what’s here makes what’s here different, maybe that will be enough, maybe that will be what I’m after.
But I’m not sure. I’m not sure I’ll be able to perceive the difference. How will I perceive it?
I need to find a way to make myself absolutely not here but still be able to be here to know the difference.
I need to experience the difference between being here and not changing here, and being here and changing here.

I Have Nothing to Say and I Am Saying It by John Cage

Sunday, November 9, 2008

圖書館搬書的2年 >>【Books I Have Checked Out】

想要出國唸書的人, 需要準備什麼? 需要強健的身體,因為除了要唸書要玩樂,還要搬像磚頭重的外文參考書。我記得我申請到英國的設計學校時,在錄取通知後緊接著寄來研究書單--先來個震撼教育,告訴你,要有心裡準備不是來混的!
為了讓搬書工作能順利,我常常像空姐一樣,拉著登機箱在校園裡穿梭,到了星期五,都會有人問我要去哪裡渡假。我就像患了知識匱乏強迫症一樣, 所有教授同學推薦的書都借來看,在書店 ( Barnes & Noble, Amazon ) 看到的書也用借的,為了怕這麼多書不小心會過期,我都會將借書單列印出來,最後還為了這些書做了一個【Books I Have Checked Out】的 project。
至於這些書,是不是都看完? 設計和藝術的作品集都看完,理論的書只有選某些與研究專題相關的章節讀,在芝加哥唸書,你可以透過學校網頁向當地州 ( Illinois State ) 內80多所大學借書,幾乎任何書都可以借到,包括中文小說。最後這些書當然都歸還圖書館,有些書捨不得分開就付了錢,讓他們一起回台灣。我們會在以後的時間慢慢看見, 認識這些書--

【Books I Have Checked Out】
Stop stealing sheep & find out how type works
Typography: the annual of the Type Directors Club
Helvatica: homage to a typeface
Type : no borders, no boundaries, no limits
Thinking with type: a critical guide for designers, writers & editors
Letterforms bawdy, bad & beautiful : the evolution of hand-drawn, humorous, vernacular, and experimental type
Reading images : the grammar of visual design
Research : writing on graphic design
Mental leaps: analogy in creative thought
Visual analogy: consciousness as the art of connecting
Another way of telling
Phenomenology of perception
Integral: Ruedi Baur et Associes= Ruedi Baur, Integral and Partners
Art of looking sideways
Beware wet paint
Design without boundaries: visual communication in transition
Laus 01: 31st Laus Awards, best of design and advertising in 2000
Experimental formats: books, brochures, catalogues
Tibor Kalman, perverse optimist
New models for growth and profitability: thoughts on annual reports, and how corporate culture feeds the document
Identity kits; a pictorial survey of visual signal
Utopian entrepreneur
Creating value by design
Logos for the Kunsthal Rotterdam
Experience, the media rat race : photography, art, architecture, fashion, publicity, advertising, entertainment, technology ; Foto Biennale Rotterdam V
Design for the real world; human ecology and social change
Smile in the mind: witty thinking in graphic design
Chip Kidd
Identiteiten: Rotterdam 2001, culturele hoofdstad van Europa=Identities: Rotterdam 2001, cultural catital of Europe
Hors-Sol: Poster actions in Switzerland
Constructions: design/ integral Ruedi Baur & associes
ID : an international survey on the notion of identity in contemporary art
Visual explanations: images and quantities, evidence and narrative
Other inquisitions, 1937-1952 / Jorge Luis Borges /
Visual word: experimental typography and modern art
365: AIGA year in design 2001
False flat: why Dutch design is so good
Area
Massive change
Life style
Soak, wash, rinse, spin : Tolleson Design
Metaphors we live by
Mutations: Harvard Project on the city
Fashion system
Consumer society: myths and structures / Jean Baudrillard
Simulacra and simulation / Jean Baudrillard
Forever Barbie: the unauthorized biography of a real doll
Photography, a handbook of history, materials and processes
Close range: Wyoming stories / Annie Proulx
Artist’s book yearbook.2001
Information design
Designing visual interfaces: communication oriented techniques
Copy proof: a new method for design and education
Basic photography
Thoughtless act?: observations on intuitive design
Invisible cities / Italo Calvino
NoiseFour:+NoiseLab, CultureLife, RealityArchive
Universal principles of design: 100 ways to enhance usability, influence perception, increase appeal, make better design decisions, and teach trough design
Graphic design for the 21 st century
More paper work: exploring the potential of paper in design and architecture
Grafik design: after the end of print
Paper engineering:3D design techniques for a 2D material
Extra spatial: focuses on ideo’s design of interactive environments
Why Not Associatres
Design secrets. Layout: 50 real-life projects uncovered
Surprise me: editorial design
On writing: a memoir of the craft
Stopping by woods on a snowy evening / Robert Frost
Lover’s discourse: fragments/ Roland Barthes
Art is a spiritual path
Cutting edge advertising : how to create the world’s best print for brands in the 21 st century
Creative advertising: ideas and technigues from the world’s campaigns
Advertising today
No-copy advertising
Wonderful town: New York stories from the New Yorkers
Medium is the message
Visions of modernity: representation, memory, time and space in the age of camera
W, or The memory of childhood / Georges Perec
Is Taiwan Chinese? : the impact of culture, power, and migration on changing identities
Historical dictionary of Taiwan
Intimacy or integrity: philosophy and cultural difference
Taiwan: a political history
World is flat: a brief history of the twenty-first century
Drawing from life: the journal as art
Forbidden nation: a history of Taiwan
Becoming” Japanese”: colonial Taiwan and the politics of identity formation
Experimental cinema in the digital age
Joy Luck Club / Amy Tan
Farewell my concubine / Li, Pi-hua
Sound, feelings, thoughts: seventy poems/ Szymborska, Wislawa
View with a grain of sand: selected poems/ Szymborska, Wislawa
Dot & the line: a romance in lower mathematics / Norton Juster
Elephant vanishes / Haruki Murakami
Experimental packaging
Perfect vacuum / Stanislaw Lem
Complete short stories of Ernest Hemingway
Housekeeping / Marilynne Robinson
Einsteins’s dreams / Alan Lightman
Principles of form and design
How many bugs in a box? : a pop-up counting book / David A. Carter
Power of paper in graphic design
Japanese graphics now!
Forest and the trees: sociology as life, practice, and promise
Once: pictures and stories / Wim Wenders
Grandpa’s angel / Jutta Bauer
Powerful page design: top designers lay out their concepts to reveal their inspirations
Jon’s moon / Carme Sole Vendrell
Griffin & Sabine: an extraordinary correspondence / Nick Bantock
Editing by design: for designers, art directors, and editors: the classic guide to winning readers
Memory, history, forgetting
1000 type treatments: from script to serif, letterform used to perfection
Time and narrative
Double or nothing: a real fictitious discourse / Raymond Federman
Persistence of history: cinema, television, and the modern event
Typography: macro-and microaethetics
Writer’s workbook: an interactive writing text
Nothing happens: Chantal Akerman’s hyperrealist everyday
Sagmeister: made you look
Sculpting in time: reflections on the cinema / Andrey Tarkovsky
Grid systems in graphic design
Selected poems / E.E. Cummings
Qian bei huai / Luo Yijun 遣悲懷 / 駱以軍
Future of nostalgia
Sabine’s notebook: in which the extraordinary correspondence of Griffin & Sabine continues / Nick Bantock
White graphics: the power of white in graphic design
Eunoia / Christian Bok
Droog Design: spirit of the nineties
Identity and memory: the films of Chantal Akerman
Yes Yoko Ono
After the quake: stories / Haruki Murakami
Information architecture for designers: structuring websites for business success
History of grapgic design
Women and men on the overland trail
Dickson’s misery: a theory of lyric reading
My wars are laid away in books: the life of Emily Dickson
Encountering Eva Hesse
Louise Hopkins: freedom of information: painting , drawings 1996-2005
Taipei on the move
You’ll never know: drawing and random interference
Infiltrate: the front lines of the New York design scene
Less+ More: Droog Design in context
Testaments betrayed: an essay in nine parts / Milan Kundera
March: an novel / Brooks, Geraldine
It is beautiful—then gone / Martin Venezky
Blue hour / Carolyn Forche
Colours of light / Tadao Ando
Boundaries / Maya Lin
Book of laughter and forgetting / Milan Kundera
Poetics of space / Gaston Bachelard
Encyclopedia of papermaking & bookbinding
VAS: an opera in Flatland: a novel / Steve Tomasula
Hiroshima mon amour / Marguerite Duras
Alphabet abecedarium: some notes on letters
Wordtree: A Transitive Cladistic for Solving Physical and Social Problems
My life as anexplorer / Sven Anders Hedin
Diary from Dixie / Mary Boykin Chestnut
Stone reader
Willful creatures: stories / Aimee Bender
Woman who fell from the sky: poems / Joy Harjo
By it’s cover: modern American book cover design
KGID: Konstantin Grcic Industtrial Design
Penguin by design: a cover story,1935-2005
Lewis & Clark: the journey of the corps of discovery: an illustrated history
Lincoln’s assassins: their trial and execution
Photography and the Old West
Snow flower and the secret fan: a novel / Lisa See
New Scandinavian design
Where the sidewalk ends: the poems & drawings of Shel Silverstein
China man / Maxine Hong
Tripmaster monkey: his fake book / Maxine Hong
Synonym finder
Longman Language activator
Language as object
Library of Babel / Jorge Luis Borges
Crystallography / Christian Bok
You are here: personal geographies and other maps of the imagination
Silence / John cage
Chinese in America: a narrative history / Iris Chang
Ficciones / Jorge Luis Borges
Thousand moons on a thousand rivers / Hsiao Li-hung 千江有水千江月/ 蕭麗紅
Labyrinths: selected stories & other writings / Jorge Luis Borges
Story of A
Dragon’s gate / Laurence Yep
Anchor book of Chinese poetry
Evidence: the art of Candy Jernigan
Humument: a treated Victorian novel / Tom Phillips
Island : poetry and history of Chinese immigrants on Angel Island 1910-1940
Ann Hamilton
Book of sand / Jorge Luis Borges
Louise Bourgeois: la famille
Irresistible decay: ruins reclaimed
Bill Viola
Bruce Nauman
Helene Cixous readers
Kiki Smith: Prints, books & things
Kiki Smith: a gathering
Fall / Amy Newman
Structure of the visual book
Tent / Margaret Atwood
Morning in the burned house / Margaret Atwood
Letterpress: the allure of the handmade
Imagining language: an anthology
Written in memory: portraits of the Holocaust
Lover / Marguerite Duras
Language of smell
Cage-Cunningham- Johns: dancers on a plane: in memory of their feelings
Text-Sound texts

Monday, November 3, 2008

【時間在後來會贈予我們什麼】>> 讀駱以軍的經驗匱乏者筆記


第一次看完駱以軍的書,是在芝加哥。 從圖書館裡借來的【遠方】,書裡集結他在壹週刊固定發表的專欄 〈別懷疑,數字週刊也有認真悲傷的作家駐足〉 ,我就跟著書進入一個個虛實交錯的夢境,一個人隨著夢囈傻傻地笑著。

後來讀到他為了好友袁哲生自殺所寫的【時間在後來會贈予我們什麼】,談到《五年級的小說家—這些靠文學獎拔耀而出線的五年級作家, 在這些媒體上露臉常以其他形式 〈短書評專欄文字、採訪、 配合專題企劃的遊戲之作 〉,這些五年級作家鮮少犯錯,配合度高,對於編輯邀情總能以不可思議之專業能力合乎框架限制完成。》

《我對哲生的提早離開感到震怒且傷心, 我們不是曾在青春啟蒙時不看小說先翻讀那些偉大小說家們的創作年表? 》《哪一個不是老狗賴活拖著死在書桌前的最後一行字? 我們不是曾經相信波赫士說的:我把我的歧路花園留給許多未來 〈不是給全部的未來〉…..難道如我一位尊敬的朋友所說:一個偉大小說家一輩子寫一本小說就夠了,那之後的,種種的錯誤嘗試、敗筆,和真實世界打交道的泥濘行軍,在到達下一本真正代表作出現之前的痛苦書寫, 暗夜孤燈和魔鬼交換經驗…..的一切,都不算數了嗎? 》

《這樣的虛無與苦悶在一個接一個五年級頂尖小說家自殺之後,便成了集體的啜泣和驚恐…..他們的作品終於在靜止後被人們痛惜珍貴地駐足閱讀。自殺變成了小說漫漫徒刑最欠缺想像力的行動劇? …小說的時間從來不該是如葬禮般被凍結的時間。》

《一個登山家的一位晚輩在他們視為朝聖地的後又白峰墜崖而死,那之前這位青年陷入一場對一有夫美婦的絕望之戀, 但這個主角非常嚴峻地相信:對一個偉大的登山家來說,到後又白峰攀登是一件近乎宗教之舉,決不可能帶著塵世之糾葛。他力抗媒體,要求專家鑑定,截斷的登山索是心智惑亂下的粗疏,而非刻意切斷, 那一切只因一個固執之念:他絕不是自殺,他只是失足墜落。》

這是目前讓我最感動的紀念文章, 我看到他們誓言攀越小說這座高峰,他怎麼可能放棄了,《他只是失足墜落》,我聽到了作者大聲嘶吼,回音迴盪在山谷間。

這裡,小說家告訴我們,時間在後來會贈予我們什麼,那是什麼? 沒有人有標準答案,或許不會有答案,我想到最近的傳奇人物--競選美國總統的歐巴馬, 他在1995年曾經出版個人自傳, 他本來是想要成為一個小說家,美國媒體評論,他擁有小說家的筆觸,一個文化人如此說,這或許是什麼他的演說能如此撼動人心,締造傳奇。

參考閱讀
《經驗匱乏者筆記》+《西夏旅館》>> 駱以軍
《靜止在:最初與最終》 >> 袁哲生
《波赫士全集》>> 波赫士
《歐巴馬的夢想之路-以父之名》>> 歐巴馬
《文茜的世界週報》>> 陳文茜《中天新聞台 / 每週六日晚間十點到十一點》

Sunday, October 26, 2008

What You Said

What You Said

I have always thought
That what I touch I can have

Being lovers meant we could feel
each other’s flesh without permission.

Being separate was different
from alone. You said I had the face

of an angel, but I know
there are angels better than me.

I thought what made me separate
was the way I could see smoke rising

from a lamp—if looked long enough
I could see your right hip, the bone

pronounced in the light. I move
in a room I have made less

and less comfortable. I’ve taken
the curtains down to try and make

sense of what you said about wanting,
having and losing—all the same thing.

You said it was because of time
that we feel them in different stages.

Is this time too slow?
If I touch my calf right now, notice

The true color of my skin, lift my hand,
Is it all the same moment?

If I see myself in the window,
What have I lost?
--Mary Cross

這首詩是我的指導教授 Mary 在1990年出版, 我認同: 詩是無法翻譯, 當你讀翻譯時, 其實你也一起讀進了譯者的生活體驗, 這裡我想說說,我透過這首詩看到的風景—
你說過, 我總是在想, 我可以感覺到我擁有的, 我們在一起的時候, 不需要任何話語,就可以感受到真實的彼此, 2個人分開不代表能回到一個人的時候, 你說, 我有一顆善良的心, 而我知道, 在你身邊有許多比我善良的人, 我靜靜看著桌上的燈, 在光影中看到你 , 聽到你, 我住進一間越來越難過的房間, 我拉開窗簾, 試著了解你說過的, 曾經有過的渴望, 擁有, 失去, 其實都是一樣的, 你說, 因為時間讓我們不一樣了, 是我的時間太慢, 如果我再試著找回對你真實的感受, 對你伸出手, 我們能再回到當初嗎? 如果我看見窗子反射的自己, 那我到底失去了什麼

我想, 我的老師如果懂中文, 她一定會跳過窗來澄清, 這首詩應該有更多解釋想像空間, 我特別喜歡這段,”Is this time too slow? If I touch my calf right now, notice the true color of my skin, lift my hand, Is it all the same moment?” 就已經 “too slow”了, 你才 開始 “touch”…….. 就算你急得說了 “ right now”, 然後才 “notice” …….最後” lift “ , 緊張地舉高你的手, 太慢了, 再也招不回那已經走的遠遠的愛人背影 (所以, 注意英文裡的動詞, 不只說明動作, 還有隱藏的時間線索 )

If I see myself in the window, what have I lost? 最後這句, 漂亮的結束, 我實在翻不出來, 就像我很難描述玉山的日出有多美, 非得親自走一趟, 才能體會經過長途跋涉, 歷經等待, 日出的那一刻, 才會想哭…..以前我的國中英文老師要我很快背一篇課文, 快快爬上山頂, 我的詩人老師總是要我停下來, 想想這個字, 看看路邊的風景, 學另一種語言, 其實是多一種觀看世界的角度, 多一種面對生活的態度, 如果還沒感受到不同的風景, 別急, 專心腳步, 堅持往前走, 我的老師是這麼說的, 繼續往前走!

Thursday, August 7, 2008

跟你說說話

看著你靜靜地睡了
來不及和你說聲晚安
每次經過你住的地方, 想去看看你,
下次吧, 不急, 以為你一直會在
你睡著回家的那晚,
不再像從前提到回家時那樣激動握住我的手
那些天陪著你,
突然發現家變矮了, 還是我長大了
你房間內所有的東西在大水中流走了
這是你突然倒下離家的原因嗎
那些舊的依戀都在一夜間不見,
it's a house, not home
我們在整理時發現你收藏的鐵盒,
裡面除了錢幣還有遊樂場代幣
我們猜著你和誰一起去, 還特別收好
我幫你收好了, 收著未完的歡樂
你靜靜睡在家裡的時候,大家又忙又亂,
送你走後, 一直沒有機會好好跟你說話
常常在開車的途中, 想起你
有次在書局看書時突然哭了起來, 是周圍太安靜了,
我想起我剛到美國想家時就去書店看書
那年你也剛離家, 你一定也想家,
你還記得我跟你說要去美國唸書,
你說, 美國, 那麼遠喔
我說等我回來, 我不會再讓你離家
你真的等我回來, 你一定知道我完成一個夢想
只是來不及再和你坐在客廳看電視
看著你睡在客廳安詳的臉,
想跟你說, 我懂你當年不捨奶奶離去的心情
明明知道放手對彼此都好
還是頻頻回首, 不願往前走遠

你在那裡好嗎
爸媽和你一樣, 給我們一個安定的家
讓我們無憂的長大, 圓夢, 成家

別掛心, 我只是想安靜和你說聲再見
把你留下的,放在心裡往前走

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

陽光灑落;世界多美好

那天,陽光灑落
我走上頂樓,和一根煙
看著附近的農田和遠方一點點的海

突然想起
第一天在紐約上語言學校,帶了室友蒸的饅頭當早餐
因為天太冷了,下課後變的又硬又冷
就這樣一直記得那個滋味和生命裡第一次零下的陽光

在 Library 的假日午後
專注地 一心只想念完眼前有趣的書
陽光靜靜陪在我身邊 此刻多美好

第一個學期,每周四和同學睡在studio裡
冷氣很冷,沙發很小,卻睡的很熟
早晨陽光灑落 一天多美好

在密西根湖前的公園草地上
剛離開炎熱島嶼的我們
談著島上和這裡的生活
月光灑落 夜色 多美好

早晨,看著他們認真做著操
一二三四 二二三四 三二三四
一個個偽裝成鋼管的士兵在前頭守護
前去吧 鞏固心安的理想
陽光灑落 世界 多美好

有人說
一個人在任何專業都可以有偉大的貢獻
偉大不一定要出名
而是ㄧ生單純 真實而且堅定地向前邁進
陽光灑落 我看到他們臉上美好的笑容

如果必須雙腳站在地面
就讓文字帶我飛 飛到高高的天空

風輕輕吹 雲慢慢跟著跑
我聽到了 聽到了

風說:謝謝你
在每個轉彎的路口等我


* 謝謝 L.J. 的啟發:【 陽光灑落;世界多美好 】

Monday, March 10, 2008

詩選【重陽—西西】

抽一枝煙吧,父親
讓我為你
點火。讓我為你
拂去身上的灰塵
頭上這株扁柏
比清明時節
好像又粗獷了些
清風掠過
仍撒落你遍體落英哩
你在這裡,別來
無恙嗎。帶來的白菊
還喜歡嗎

母親身子衰弱
依舊不能來看你
家中各人,均安好
請勿掛念
我,也好
我有ㄧ羣
美麗的朋友
我們總在一起
做些
看來徒勞,或者仍有意義
卑微的工作
今天是重陽
也是一位朋友的
生辰,晚上
我們將會
重聚首,共把酒。

人們說
向你鞠躬的時候
有什麼心裡話
可以對你細說
有什麼心願
可以向你祈求
我該向你祈求什麼?
如果天下,有
不散的筵席
請賜我們
不散的筵席
但願
人長久
抽一枝煙吧,父親
你真的不用為我
擔憂
我活得很好
而且
快樂
喜歡喝薄荷酒
朋友為我
去買薄荷酒
喜歡看書
朋友為我找來
我想看的書
我怕冷
朋友給我穿風衣
你看,父親
我美麗的朋友
他們都像你
待我好

*回來去醫院看了阿公,我說,我在芝加哥做了一本小書關於我們。爸爸為了我一直生病,在你的田裡裝的一把土,陪我去了紐約、芝加哥,他們說,這樣我就不會水土不服。 我把書和土裝進盒子裡,放在你床邊。他們問是啥,我說這是我和你的祕密。說我們的故事,排好的字句ㄧ直跌倒,斷斷續續不能成行,多了很多時間一個人在深夜的studio,反覆對你說話。輕輕對你說,我回來看你了,把我們美好的時光陪你,你會沒事的。你緊緊握住我,我們一起開心的哭了。

正式演出_THE MOMENT




The moment#5【4:37】

Can I come in?
Are you sure you want to?
It’s dark and empty inside

Door shut
Door open

I hid in the dark corner
Something inside of me started to fade

“Take care”
Backs soon…find someone…
Where will you wait for me?
I pry
You are not in there
You are not in the black dress burned by gunshot

I bumped against the wall
Talked to the person on the other side
I lost his sound gradually
I don’t even know his name
We are all numbers

Can I come in?
Are you sure you want to?
I feel so tired under this heavy color even with these shining marks on my body

Those beloved objects washed away by the river
Left behind us, lost its starting point

One, none, no one,
I dig, and I dig
Where did the way lead?

I kept dreaming a city fallen in decay
I put forth my strength to write
A pile of white sentences

The kids fall asleep
They cannot understand my poem
Someday they will write better sentences with dream and stars

Pull tight the quilt
Today is passing in a fractured sentence
It cannot be read as a poem

Can I come in?
Are you sure you want to?
If you touch me, I will fly away.
Please stay away from me and just watch my beautiful dress.

I have all my things in a box
I want to remove it
But I rely on the meaning of it
I should give myself to the person collecting used things

Those secrets unlock mysterious messages
Maybe the key for understanding is not here
But you can always come and walk around it

Can I come in?
The white one keeps silent

She watched me as I looked at her
The silence made me relax

In small room
Fall asleep with you
Dark can’t help turning on light
I smile at her

Grandfather had surgery.
He can’t talk and lost consciousness of the right part of body
I hold his hand tightly,
As he held my hand when I was a little kid
What’s in his brain?
Hour by hour
Day by day
Is time passing for him?

How many times,
Stay here
Stay, Could you?

這是我在芝加哥記下的某些片段
關於那裡的生活, 心裡的掛念
最後我和另外3位亞洲同學合作,錄成一段 4:37 的聲音

Sunday, March 9, 2008

每個人心裡都有一首李宗盛

這個下午,我看完李宗盛的演唱會DVD,
你愛過,你痛過,你經歷和懂得了

16歲遇見【生命中的精靈】
我所有目光的焦點
在你額頭的兩道弧線
它隱隱約約 若隱若現
襯托你靦腆的容顏

那一年愛過【領悟】
我以為我會哭
但是我沒有
我只是怔怔望著你的腳步
給你我最後的祝福

那一年痛過【飛】
我不怕 等待你始終不說的答案
但是 行裝理了 箱子扣了 要走了
這是最後一夜了 
明天要飛去 飛去沒有你的地方 

這些年 經歷和懂得了【愛的代價】
所有真心的 痴心的話
永在我心中雖然已沒有他
走吧 走吧 人總要學著自己長大
走吧 走吧 為自己的心找一個家

你為什麼哭了
你有好多好多畫面,長大的路上
那些苦痛掙扎,隨著音樂或輕或重

不捨那個笑的很開心很呆的自己
掛念那個獨自走著的自己

音樂停止
你靜靜陪著心回家
好像有些什麼 向風裡走去