抽一枝煙吧，父親
讓我為你
點火。讓我為你
拂去身上的灰塵
頭上這株扁柏
比清明時節
好像又粗獷了些
清風掠過
仍撒落你遍體落英哩
你在這裡，別來
無恙嗎。帶來的白菊
還喜歡嗎
母親身子衰弱
依舊不能來看你
家中各人，均安好
請勿掛念
我，也好
我有ㄧ羣
美麗的朋友
我們總在一起
做些
看來徒勞，或者仍有意義
卑微的工作
今天是重陽
也是一位朋友的
生辰，晚上
我們將會
重聚首，共把酒。
人們說
向你鞠躬的時候
有什麼心裡話
可以對你細說
有什麼心願
可以向你祈求
我該向你祈求什麼?
如果天下，有
不散的筵席
請賜我們
不散的筵席
但願
人長久
抽一枝煙吧，父親
你真的不用為我
擔憂
我活得很好
而且
快樂
喜歡喝薄荷酒
朋友為我
去買薄荷酒
喜歡看書
朋友為我找來
我想看的書
我怕冷
朋友給我穿風衣
你看，父親
我美麗的朋友
他們都像你
待我好
＊回來去醫院看了阿公，我說，我在芝加哥做了一本小書關於我們。爸爸為了我一直生病，在你的田裡裝的一把土，陪我去了紐約、芝加哥，他們說，這樣我就不會水土不服。 我把書和土裝進盒子裡，放在你床邊。他們問是啥，我說這是我和你的祕密。說我們的故事，排好的字句ㄧ直跌倒，斷斷續續不能成行，多了很多時間一個人在深夜的studio，反覆對你說話。輕輕對你說，我回來看你了，把我們美好的時光陪你，你會沒事的。你緊緊握住我，我們一起開心的哭了。
Monday, March 10, 2008
The moment＃5【4:37】
Can I come in?
Are you sure you want to?
It’s dark and empty inside
Door shut
Door open
I hid in the dark corner
Something inside of me started to fade
“Take care”
Backs soon…find someone…
Where will you wait for me?
I pry
You are not in there
You are not in the black dress burned by gunshot
I bumped against the wall
Talked to the person on the other side
I lost his sound gradually
I don’t even know his name
We are all numbers
Can I come in?
Are you sure you want to?
I feel so tired under this heavy color even with these shining marks on my body
Those beloved objects washed away by the river
Left behind us, lost its starting point
One, none, no one,
I dig, and I dig
Where did the way lead?
I kept dreaming a city fallen in decay
I put forth my strength to write
A pile of white sentences
The kids fall asleep
They cannot understand my poem
Someday they will write better sentences with dream and stars
Pull tight the quilt
Today is passing in a fractured sentence
It cannot be read as a poem
Can I come in?
Are you sure you want to?
If you touch me, I will fly away.
Please stay away from me and just watch my beautiful dress.
I have all my things in a box
I want to remove it
But I rely on the meaning of it
I should give myself to the person collecting used things
Those secrets unlock mysterious messages
Maybe the key for understanding is not here
But you can always come and walk around it
Can I come in?
The white one keeps silent
She watched me as I looked at her
The silence made me relax
In small room
Fall asleep with you
Dark can’t help turning on light
I smile at her
Grandfather had surgery.
He can’t talk and lost consciousness of the right part of body
I hold his hand tightly,
As he held my hand when I was a little kid
What’s in his brain?
Hour by hour
Day by day
Is time passing for him?
How many times,
Stay here
Stay, Could you?
這是我在芝加哥記下的某些片段
關於那裡的生活， 心裡的掛念
最後我和另外3位亞洲同學合作，錄成一段 4:37 的聲音
Are you sure you want to?
It’s dark and empty inside
Door shut
Door open
I hid in the dark corner
Something inside of me started to fade
“Take care”
Backs soon…find someone…
Where will you wait for me?
I pry
You are not in there
You are not in the black dress burned by gunshot
I bumped against the wall
Talked to the person on the other side
I lost his sound gradually
I don’t even know his name
We are all numbers
Can I come in?
Are you sure you want to?
I feel so tired under this heavy color even with these shining marks on my body
Those beloved objects washed away by the river
Left behind us, lost its starting point
One, none, no one,
I dig, and I dig
Where did the way lead?
I kept dreaming a city fallen in decay
I put forth my strength to write
A pile of white sentences
The kids fall asleep
They cannot understand my poem
Someday they will write better sentences with dream and stars
Pull tight the quilt
Today is passing in a fractured sentence
It cannot be read as a poem
Can I come in?
Are you sure you want to?
If you touch me, I will fly away.
Please stay away from me and just watch my beautiful dress.
I have all my things in a box
I want to remove it
But I rely on the meaning of it
I should give myself to the person collecting used things
Those secrets unlock mysterious messages
Maybe the key for understanding is not here
But you can always come and walk around it
Can I come in?
The white one keeps silent
She watched me as I looked at her
The silence made me relax
In small room
Fall asleep with you
Dark can’t help turning on light
I smile at her
Grandfather had surgery.
He can’t talk and lost consciousness of the right part of body
I hold his hand tightly,
As he held my hand when I was a little kid
What’s in his brain?
Hour by hour
Day by day
Is time passing for him?
How many times,
Stay here
Stay, Could you?
這是我在芝加哥記下的某些片段
關於那裡的生活， 心裡的掛念
最後我和另外3位亞洲同學合作，錄成一段 4:37 的聲音
Sunday, March 9, 2008
每個人心裡都有一首李宗盛
這個下午，我看完李宗盛的演唱會DVD，
你愛過，你痛過，你經歷和懂得了
16歲遇見【生命中的精靈】
我所有目光的焦點
在你額頭的兩道弧線
它隱隱約約 若隱若現
襯托你靦腆的容顏
那一年愛過【領悟】
我以為我會哭
但是我沒有
我只是怔怔望著你的腳步
給你我最後的祝福
那一年痛過【飛】
我不怕 等待你始終不說的答案
但是 行裝理了 箱子扣了 要走了
這是最後一夜了
明天要飛去 飛去沒有你的地方
這些年 經歷和懂得了【愛的代價】
所有真心的 痴心的話
永在我心中雖然已沒有他
走吧 走吧 人總要學著自己長大
走吧 走吧 為自己的心找一個家
你為什麼哭了
你有好多好多畫面，長大的路上
那些苦痛掙扎，隨著音樂或輕或重
不捨那個笑的很開心很呆的自己
掛念那個獨自走著的自己
音樂停止
你靜靜陪著心回家
好像有些什麼 向風裡走去
你愛過，你痛過，你經歷和懂得了
16歲遇見【生命中的精靈】
我所有目光的焦點
在你額頭的兩道弧線
它隱隱約約 若隱若現
襯托你靦腆的容顏
那一年愛過【領悟】
我以為我會哭
但是我沒有
我只是怔怔望著你的腳步
給你我最後的祝福
那一年痛過【飛】
我不怕 等待你始終不說的答案
但是 行裝理了 箱子扣了 要走了
這是最後一夜了
明天要飛去 飛去沒有你的地方
這些年 經歷和懂得了【愛的代價】
所有真心的 痴心的話
永在我心中雖然已沒有他
走吧 走吧 人總要學著自己長大
走吧 走吧 為自己的心找一個家
你為什麼哭了
你有好多好多畫面，長大的路上
那些苦痛掙扎，隨著音樂或輕或重
不捨那個笑的很開心很呆的自己
掛念那個獨自走著的自己
音樂停止
你靜靜陪著心回家
好像有些什麼 向風裡走去
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